I am so pissed with fake friends. I have been trying to rid myself of these people. All they do is take take take and they never even show on ounce of caring. They expect you to do everyrthing for them and they do nothing in return. I will not be voting for anyone anymore, I will not be driving across town for them anymore. I will not be at their beck and call anymore. I am tired of people for using alcohol as an excuse to be stupid and hurtful towards others. If you can't remember or control yourself when drinking then you shouldn't drink. And don't act like I never said a word to you about the way you acted because I have witnesses that were there and they also told you about it. Just recently it was my b-day and I had a party at a bar. My so called friends showed up for a little while and then went some where else and expected me to go with them. They went to a place that I really hate going to. Plus other people that said they would be there never showed. So I have deleted them from my friends list, I am not taking calls or IMs from them. And when I see them well let's just say when I flip the bird at them it won't be a joke this time.
I am also annoyed with the medical industry. Doctors seem to think they we all have lots of money laying around. I am on disability and can not work. I would rather be working but no one is going to hire someone who can work one to two hours and then have to be off for several days. Plus I am limited on what I can do. I can't lift, write or type very long and I am meds that make me tired and sometimes high as a kite to the point where I can't and won't drive. Then they put you on a bunch of meds and some of them you don't even need but they want to try and prevent you from getting it. Chlesterol meds are the most stupidest things. I don't care how high my level is, I suffer from depression so I am hoping that I will have the heart attack and die. They only thing I want my doctor to do is to make my life comfortable to live in. My pain meds make it bearable to sit, sleep, eat and walk. My stomach meds make it to where I can eat without having acid in my throat making me sick. That's all I want, If I get diagnosed with cancer I won't be going for treatment. Just let me live while I can and then let me go. And yes, I do have a DNR, Living Will and all that stuff done. And last of all guys who think they know me. Just because I went out with you once doesn't mean a thing. I wanted to get to know you and boy did I ever. I went out on a date last month and this guy was a idiot. I had told him before we went out that I hated sports. Well when I got to his house he turned on sports. We went to dinner and I had told him before I only eat american food so when he asked if I wanted chinese my jaw dropped. Listen guys if you want to take someone out, you need to listen to thier likes and dislikes even if you have to write it down. Don't assume anything and don't speak for me. If I want someone to know something about me I will tell them. This guy mixed up all the facts about me when he was talking to some people we just met. Of course he had lied to them saying that we were boyfriend and girlfriend so I was pissed with that too. Sorry to those who think I complained too much but I wanted others to know how I feel and maybe the ones who pissed me off will get a clue.
